Sixty-four days in captivity. Sixty-four days to lose yourself-or find yourself. I'm Ava Donovan. I was abducted at the age of nineteen. I'm told I'm a survivor, but the truth is, I only survived because he saved me. Even when he kept me locked in that room-he saved me. Constantly wondering when and how you will die, that does something to you. To your mind. But what do you do when it does something to your heart? What do you do when the man holding you captive seems just as broken as you are, when his mere presence becomes a comfort you crave-when you love him even though you shouldn't? You smile and tell yourself it's okay because love has no morals. Sixty-four days in captivity gave me a love most people will never have and my freedom took it all away.